Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Loud Mind........

I read an article on how just by taking time every now and then to write down your thoughts can be a good stress reliever and help you put your worries in perspective. So... I just woke up and decided to jot down some thoughts--Some of the things that have been on my mind for the past few months (and all the thoughts are not not just about one person, but several).

* Where has my academic motivation gone?
* I just wonder what this certain person really thinks about me?
* Will i get closer to him in the future or will we drift apart?
* I hope I'm not just a replacement
* Life can be so monotonous
* I get lonely
* I hope they are doing ok
* I ignore them most of the time, but never seem to get mad
* I wonder what happened with them yesterday
* She seems to push people away very quickly... like i do
* Is she faking it because it's easier this way?
* For someone to fall in love with everyone they meet is absolutely ridicoulous
* I hate that they throw the word LOVE around so easily
* Real love doesn't come that quiclky
* I hope this is the last boy
* I feel like I'm behind
* Who will I work with today?
* If i can make a difference, then i most certainly will.. but where do i start?
* How can they possibly feel this way about me?.... they really don't even know me
* Do i really want, what i think i want with this person?
* If It was meant to be, then why has it not happened yet?
* I'm Glad i have not done that in one month
* they seem so oblivious at times..
* I'm hurting someone, the same way someone is hurting me... but neither i nor they really want to.. i think
* over two years now... 2 and a half i think, and same old thing
* seems a lot longer
* How pathetic i must seem
* I'm gonna die from stress
* I really need to get that check-up

1 comment:

Don said...

I also hate to see the word love thrown around so easily. And I agree, "real" love doesn't come quickly. In fact, they tell me that love isn't truly love until it has passed...

Don't let stress kill you.