Loud Mind........

I read an article on how just by taking time every now and then to write down your thoughts can be a good stress reliever and help you put your worries in perspective. So... I just woke up and decided to jot down some thoughts--Some of the things that have been on my mind for the past few months (and all the thoughts are not not just about one person, but several).

* Where has my academic motivation gone?
* I just wonder what this certain person really thinks about me?
* Will i get closer to him in the future or will we drift apart?
* I hope I'm not just a replacement
* Life can be so monotonous
* I get lonely
* I hope they are doing ok
* I ignore them most of the time, but never seem to get mad
* I wonder what happened with them yesterday
* She seems to push people away very quickly... like i do
* Is she faking it because it's easier this way?
* For someone to fall in love with everyone they meet is absolutely ridicoulous
* I hate that they throw the word LOVE around so easily
* Real love doesn't come that quiclky
* I hope this is the last boy
* I feel like I'm behind
* Who will I work with today?
* If i can make a difference, then i most certainly will.. but where do i start?
* How can they possibly feel this way about me?.... they really don't even know me
* Do i really want, what i think i want with this person?
* If It was meant to be, then why has it not happened yet?
* I'm Glad i have not done that in one month
* they seem so oblivious at times..
* I'm hurting someone, the same way someone is hurting me... but neither i nor they really want to.. i think
* over two years now... 2 and a half i think, and same old thing
* seems a lot longer
* How pathetic i must seem
* I'm gonna die from stress
* I really need to get that check-up

im back

I feel bad for neglecting my precious little blog... but it's all good cuz I'm here now. Before i get started i want to give a shout-out to don, who was kind enough to leave me my first ever blog comment!thanks (blows a kiss).

Today was not that great! I was so tired while i was in class. I mean some serious fatigue and a headache. The weird thing was that I got a good 7 hours of sleep. This has happened before and right after that i got sick. I took a nap in between classes in my car lol... crazy. That did not help because it was not a good nap at all for obvious reasons. So i came home and took a real nap. Now im up and feeling much better. Never underestimate the power of a good 3 hour nap.

It's Monday night and would usually be watching my favorite show Girlfriends right now but for some reason Gossip Girl is being aired for two hours. I would be ok with this but it's a re-run episode so bleeh! And for all you fellow fans, don't you agree that Golden Brooks is such a powerful actress. She portrays her character's pain with every inch of her being and it's such a joy to watch, it really is. I just hate that Jill Marie Jones is not apart of the cast anymore. She always cracked me up with her vain, self-centered act, but the character did actually a good heart underneath all that.

well it's time to do homework... i shall be back tomorrow!! ( and ill try to be more interesting :)

Wanna know what i like to do?

(sighs) yoga!! I just did 40 wonderful minutes of it and i could not feel any better than i do now.. i seriously recommend it to anyone who has stress in their life and in that case, that is just about EVERYONE. Wanna try it?? Well i got your back. Here's a full- length video at no cost to help you start your yoga journey:






It's not hard and anybody can pretty much do it. But never force yourself into a position. If you feel uncomfortable you can always adjust to your liking. Listen to your body... It will speak to you!! And it will also thank you!! So go ahead do the vid

My first blog ever!!!

ok so this is the beginning folks!! i have never really been big on typing posts online, but since i recently ran across some great opportunities that can be got from it, i decided to give it a try. so... hmmm.... wat to say well it's 2:30 a.m.(the time is wrong on the post) and i have no idea why im still up this late....i do this way too much... im a dang robot or something.. im not even tired... i seriously could not live without my laptop, it has become one of my best friends... thank goodness it has not blown up... well how was everyone's day ? (hopes that ppl are even bothering to read this) .. well a little bit about my life right now, Im a college student , a very broke one, and i really need some kind of extra income besides my little 6.75/hr school bookstore job and that's my on-going project right now...... well im sleepy now .. night!!!!!